Implant removal Started by: Claudine

Hi all sorry im just replying first chance ive had, no it’s not the recovery i did have a hard one but alot do, im just so confused about what my next option would be, in order to close the gap (well not close it i know thats impossible) but to be able to at least have tje implants sitting in a position where i could use a bra to create clevage then removal of HPs and replacement of UHPs would help, it would take away some of the side boob which is currently all i have and give me a little more projection, idealy if they were placed over this time that would be even better but i allready have significant visible rippling on the right at the side so going over could take that rippling to the clevage so that’s not an option.
I fully take that on board but i just don’t feel like im getting to the actual root of my problems….rippling we know is caused by not having enough tissue, yes my breast’s were small but i did have tissue whereas alot of girls are going from an AA, but my main confusion is if it was caused by lack of tissue then why is my smaller breast free of rippling? You can quite clearly see in my pre-op pic my right breast is much bigger and rippled all round?? Yet my left is firm sits well and i can’t even feel rippling. My right is droopy it looks like it’s on it’s way to double bubble it’s very square and bottom heavy (makes me wonder if an uplift was needed)
Also i appreciate when lying down they will pull to the side but again my right is jutting out further by the week and it’s like that when im stood up, if i even slightly lean back it dissapears it’s very loose i can actualy get my hand behind the implant, im very keen to have a re-aug but can’t ignore the muscle situation i think there is a big problem with that on the right that will return if there placed under again.
Nearly 5 months post op it’s very weak i still can’t navigate pushchair up kerbs or open nurofen bottles etc….when i flex my pectorals my left breast simply tightens a little and no pain, when flexing the left it jumps up and to the side and it is painful, i think the rippling is being caused by the muscle forcing the implant down because it makes no sense that it would be so bad in the bigger breast and non existant in the smaller.
It’s just making me think if i can’t get to the bottom of what’s really wrong then removal is best for now, on my last consultation the first thing the surgeon said was ‘do you wan’t me to remove them maybe you don’t like having implants’ keeps ringing in my head making me think maybe he feels this is the best they will ever be but did not want to say that and upset me, i’ll add some pics to explain what ive described, also since i last saw him my implant on the left has folded out underneath my own breast tissue, you can only see it slightly so it would only be me or my husband who ever saw it but it feels awful, it feels like there is nothing at all covering it xxx
First pic, top is obviously lying down, middle is with muscle flexed and bottom both breasts relaxed

3rd pic is where you can now see the implant at the base, obviously you can’t see it clothed but it feels awful, most bras are incredibly painful to wear (i have 2 now that stay comfy for a few hours they are Pretty Polly) it’s hard to explain but because of the different size and shapes of them they just cant sit right in any type of structured bra so im mainly wearing crop top/soft bras but they have little support so this worries me also for the longevity of my BA.