They look amazing, I’m currently an empty 36 C and I’ve asked for the biggest I can which is 600cc because like you’ve stated they measure bigger than what they look, so hoping to go for 36F/FF so I look about E cup, was that the largest you were offered? Don’t be disheartened try looking at your pre op and post op pics so you can see the changes, also they may change as they do say they can still drop and fluff between 6-12 months, hopefully you will grow to love them xxx