Friendly chat needed.. 4 years post op so unhappy Started by: nyree phillips

Hi, I’ve not been on nor thought about this forum since I had my op 4 year ago. I was a small a cup and due to my skin tightness could still only have small implants which is what I wanted anyway I’m not a big boob kinda girl – note me not actually remembering what size I had says how much I shut it out of my head.
I had them done at mya and as much as I can’t complain about the consultations and the hospital stay I feel I have been so let down… I haven’t walked away from my op happy and confident like I read all you girls do. I know personal expectations can be different but the shape and results of my boobs and scars have brought me to such a sad and dark place its consuming my life.
I also had a small uplift due to the positioning of my nipples so they sat higher once the implants were in.
I don’t know why I’ve just felt the sudden urge to come on here to say this I just guess I’m looking for some friendly support and advice… I don’t want to slander MYA in any way at all – I was too embarrassed to raise a issue with MYA afterwards which now I regret. I’m currently trying to save up to rectify them and looking into various surgeons and options across the UK I just don’t know what to do. All I ever wanted was a bit of filling in a bra to feel confident and I can say it’s brought me the most unhappiest 4 years of my life. Again I’m sorry for this rant and I really do not intend for this to put anyone off at all – I feel I have been a rare circumstance – I just really need someone to talk to it about. I feel embarrassed speaking to family or friends as people only ever see breast enlargement as aesthetic, not about something mentally.
I feel silly now posting this but I just need to let something out.