I only had a small implant but am fairly small. I was worrying so much about size but in the end went with what my surgeon thought would be best (even tho he said he would go bigger if I wanted but more risk or stretch marks/rippling) and I’m so glad I listened to him and he’s given me exactly what I asked for! Have you tried the implants in a sports bra or done that rice test thing? Could be worth a try to put your mind at ease! X