Hi girls.
Im new to this but am feeling so down and upset about my implants atm and really need some advice and people to talk to.
I had 230cc mhp unders almost 6 weeks ago and I am finding it so hard to come to terms with the fact that they are still small. I think I am a b, maybe small C but as I’ve learnt fake boobs look smaller!
From being a 32aa originally I had hardly any breast tissue whatsoever and was very petite on top, therefore I was advised not to go any bigger.
I’m kicking myself because I knew I wouldn’t end up very big and I never even wanted to be big in the first place!.. or so I thought. But now I think I just convinced myself of that.
I did go on a lot of forums beforehand, but I think this might not have helped as maybe I got too obsessed by other peoples sizes and stats etc…
I’m still in a sports bra and can start wearing bras in a few days as long as they have no wire in them. I have bought a couple but I still don’t feel really happy when wearing them and not my sports bras!
I don’t blame my surgeon as I got what I initially asked for, to look natural so I have no one else to blame but myself.
I’m devastated that I feel I’ve wasted all that money and I am so desperate to be happy 🙁
If anyone can offer any advice or support on how to cope? Am I stressing about this too early on?
xxx