lol the money got rid of my doubts paid 2000 deposit for finance, and there was no way i was loseing that lol i had major doubts tho i have a 1 yr old who needs alot of attention and help as shes pump and tube fed and tiny for her age and because i knew i had to rely on others to do this for her i felt selfish but i had to think this is the one thing im doing for myself to make me happy , also was scared it would all go wrong but just think ur with a respectable well established company with very good surgeons ur in good hands, im 5 days post op atm and im so happy i went through with it there deffo worth the worry and nerves xxx