I’ve lost it in fact.. I’m not sure I ever had it I wonder if i am doing the right thing is my esteem so low that I have to go under the knife? Should I see a therapist rather than seek an instant fix. Is my desire to be an E rather than an A normal? Will I be happy to see guys wanting me because I have boobies? What’s next my saggy bum ? sorry for the rant but feel a bit crap