Oh really, the deposit is 500 isn’t it? Well if you can’t stop thinking about it, you need to try put your fears aside, talk to your surgeon?
I’m mainly scared about capsular contracture happening because I’ve had piercings reject like my body doesn’t want to accept any foreign objects! Obviously if the surgeon puts my mind at ease today I’m thinking my decision will hopefully be made.
If your worried about being too big ask the surgeon what size he thinks will suit you best??
Good luck on your decision!