I know what you mean. I’m 4 weeks PO and still worry over things loads. Once they settle into feeling like they’re really ours, I’m sure we’ll stop obsessing …for the time-being, we’ve been through a lot and it’s natural . If you have kids you’ll know what I mean, if not, when you do have your first baby, you just worry over every little thing and poke them at night to make sure they’re still breathing lol. It feels a bit like that!! xx