Hi Hun, I felt exactly the same! Sounds so daft but I kept thinking what if I don’t wake up? How will my partner explain to my son I died in vein… I felt like I was going mad!!! I even told the nurse at the hospital I felt like this… She simply laughed and said “don’t be silly Rhianon there’s to much paper work to fill in if you died …silly banana!” I fought this was funny and strangely enough it made me relax! The idea of it had soon disappeared. It’s normal to have these feelings. But of course I’m here today to tell the story haha! I’m 13days PO and I feel amazing! My boobies are amazing & I’m forever looking in the mirror at them! My son is 2 he doesn’t really understand but in the first week when I was pretty sore he kept his distance and was such an angel. I was able to lift him up by just over 7days. Good luck xxxxxx
