Really starting to stress out… Started by: Chantel lawrence

Hey girls
I don’t really post on here much but just need to get a few things off my chest and a little reassurance!!
My BA is on the 13th March and it’s really starting to worry me ie. How I’m gonna feel afterwards, are my boobs going to look real or fake? Have I made the right choice in surgeon and size and position of the implant?
I asked for the biggest Mr Singh would do which was 400cc HP overs, my surgery was booked before I had even met him and now I feel as though I haven’t researched enough I just sort of went with what he said and didn’t get a second opinion!! I feel so unprepared!
I’m also abit worried about how my partner is going to feel after too he doesn’t really talk to me about it and when he does all he has to say is if they end up looking like two balls stuck on you I’m going to be really not impressed and he’s quite a jealous person, he hates it when other men look at me or anything I just really hope that having my boobs done doesn’t make him worse although I so keep telling him I will not flaunt them or have them out constantly or wear low cut tops and stuff ( I don’t anyway, mostly wear jumpers and long sleeves and very covered up) I don’t want it all getting too much for him and him leaving me, his jealousy stems from his past relationship where he was cheated on and had a really bad time although our relationship is almost perfect and we are both very happy with each other!!!
My mum isn’t best pleased about the whole thing but she is coming with me to my op and is trying to be supportive.
Oh gosh I have been on a bit of a rant, kinda feel a little better already having wrote it all down and sharing my worries
Sorry for the long post girls xxxx