Hey chick. I am the biggest wimp going, I pass out at 99% of my blood tests, even having my blood pressure done makes me feel sick because of the pressure. Ridiculous, I know! Haha.
I was the same as you, I was fine with the thought of surgery as I would be out for it, but the cannula was really scaring me.
I can’t tell you how easy it is. Honestly. I told the guy that did mine, Neil, that I was really scared and he was so good. Just was chatting away with me, made me feel totally comfortable. He had to tell me that he had done it as I didn’t even feel it go in! When I came round I didn’t know it was still there I couldn’t even feel it, I even had a little poke around at it! It must be plastic or something because when the nurse took it out it looked nude coloured and bendy. Honestly poppet you’ve got nothing to be worried about at all! I am the biggest wimp going and I was totally fine. Good luck with your op too! X