It gets better I promise – I also went through a weird stage of hating mine at around the same point in my own recovery. I was picking fault with them, looking for any flaw, constantly convincing myself that something was wrong and trying to seek reassurance. But how they are at only 4 weeks is definitely not how they will stay long term, however trying to be patient and waiting for all the changes to happen while still keeping faith that they will improve is just the hardest thing. It will be worth it all I promise. 5 months from now you won’t even recognise them, they’ll be all healed and perfect and exactly what you wanted. Nobody prepares you at all for this emotional side of surgery do they! Just try to remember that they are two different surgeries though and so they will naturally change and heal at different rates – I’ve never known any girl have them both recover at exactly the same time so what you’re experiencing is fully normal. They’ll continue to change every day. One day you’ll just wake up and they’ll be the same and you’ll wonder what you were ever worried for. Just try not to dwell on it too much for now, I know it’s hard though.
