Hey girls,
so my last post was about the major boob greed i was going through and now haven’t been on here for over a week to give myself a break and stop obsessing. im still not 100% on my results.
i had my 6 week check up with my nurse on Saturday and it was so emotional cos i had to talk about why i was unhappy with my results, even had a little cry 🙁
when i look in the mirror i just see two small balls on my chest, i don’t see the shape i wanted or the size, i loved them up until i reached 5wpo, that’s when they lost all the fullness at the top because they were dropping.
i cant get an appointment with my surgeon now until the summer likely June! im hoping i will be happy with them by then and this is just a phase but i cant see it changing if im honest. iv stopped looking at my boobs completely, the only time i see them is when i shower and rub bio oil in them. other than that i don’t want to look at them. it makes me so sad cos iv always hated my boobs and though this would change my life but i just haven’t got what i had invisioned in my head. my boyfriend, mum, sister, friends all think they look great and so natural but i just don’t see it, its not what i had pictured to have
