I’m anxious about it and I’ve booked and it’s in 10 days time! I think it’s a normal thing and if overall you know it is something you want in the long run, it’s about focusing on the positive outcomes in the long term!
When I think about going into surgery itself and waking up in recovery it makes me feel all uneasy, but it’s just because I’ve never had an operation like this before and it’s hard to imagine!
On the flip side, there is no rush to book, and you can take your time with it. Maybe decide to postpone for a month or two, reduce all forums and researching and just focus on other things and see how you feel then.
Good luck!