when I came out of surgery I looked down and thought they were tiny! the next day I thought “omg what have I done ” they were huge. days later they change in size and end up different shapes and levels so it honestly depends on the days personally. I think people can be so critical of their own body and end up getting used to what they see, I would ask a family member for a full honest opinion as its hard to tell! don’t be so hard on urself either , im one week post op and im only just starting to feeling a bit better mentally