Feeling down :(

So I’m currently 6DPO … and feeling pretty down. Every night so far has been awful, broken sleep and my backs killing me! Can’t breathe with this strapping on, feel like I’m being suffocated … can’t wait to have it off Monday. Pain wise I’ve been fine apart from the killer back aches, but my my left boob just feels like it’s not settling and it feels liquidy?? And I’m so nervous about how their going to look and that their going to be too big 🙁 Just on a proper downer today!!! Xx

Also unable to lift my left arm (same side where my implants feels liquidy) very much. Whereas my right arm can go a lot higher. Feeling fed up. Trying so hard not to let negative thoughts get to me, but I wish I hadn’t put myself through it 🙁 xx

Hi Sophie – sorry to hear you’re feeling crap, I totally understand where you’re coming from thou, especially the broken sleep, my god it’s driving me insane I just want to curl up and get comfy! – staying sat up is so hard I wake up atleast 6+ times a night – as for the strapping I managed to avoid that as my surgeon didn’t use it BUT atleast its coming off Monday and you’ll get to see exactly why you’ve put yourself through it ;)! Hope you feel better – remember it’s not forever xxxx

Hi Sophie, I’m sorry that you’re feeling rubbish and like @caylxx I know where you’re coming from – I was going to start a forum asking if “post-boob depression” was a thing! The first week after my op I was so mad and disappointed at myself for putting myself through it, for putting myself in a situation where I couldn’t look after my little girl or do anything for myself. Then on top of that your painkillers, strapping, antibiotics and lack of sleep don’t help things, and you’re right you do just want to curl up but you can’t even do that. I wouldn’t even look at my boobs because I was cross at them for doing this to me! All I can say is once you get to the 10 day / 2 week mark you’ll start to feel a lot better, physically and emotionally, so just try and ride it out and I promise you’ll be back to normal in no time. Sending you big cuddles xxx

@cayler yeah exactly the same as me … I wake up endless amounts of times during the night and it’s driving me insane. I just want to be able to curl up and go sleep, or cuddle upto my boyfriend in bed, and I can’t do either 🙁 spent £££’s and I can’t stop thinking the money could have been better spent on something else 🙁 I’m hoping I feel better after Monday, but I’m so worried incase Monday only confirms my regrets 🙁 hate being negative but I needed to get it off my chest 🙁 xx
@jen I definitely feel like I have post boob depression at the mo! 🙁 if I’m honest, right now I wish I hadn’t had it done … and I could of used the money on something more beneficial 🙁 im sorry you went through it as well, I haven’t got any children, but I can imagine not being able to pick up your little one didn’t help you feel any better :/ I’ve tried so hard to keep this to myself as I hate being negative, but I can’t even look at my boobs at the minute. I feel disappointed for getting myself into this situation 🙁 I didn’t hate my boobs before the op, I just wanted nicer ones, but now I’m thinking I should of stayed with what I had. Really hope this feeling passes 🙁 xxx

I don’t get why mya tell u to sleep up right….. I didn’t go with mya and I wasn’t told I had to sleep up right, I was propped up as that was the most comfortable I think I had 3 pillows…. honestly though your soon be past the first couple of weeks and your forget all about it your boobs will start to settle and your start to get excited about what size your be, bra shopping no doubt your get boob greed like we all get… I’ve always loved mine I’ve not had a day that I’ve not liked them but I do compare them to other people and do ask if they are big a lot of the time lol it’s a very emotional rollercoaster but honestly give it time your be out picking new underwear n tops to show off your amazing boobs xx

Everytime I try to sleep as up right as I can I end up sliding down again it’s annoying . The incisions seem to be hurting me a bit today apart from that just feeling tight and achey I just hate this Macom strap that’s around me it felt like it was ripping me some new armpits earlier. @sophie I’m feeling the same with my arms my left side is more sensitive then my right side at the minute and the boobie farts aren’t getting any less weird as time goes on either As for negative thoughts I’m trying not to let them enter my head as I keep on thinking it’s very early days yet positive thoughts only.

Im sure you’ll feel loaaads better once you see your boobs!! – it would drive me mad not knowing what they look like – atleast you’ve only got one more day to wait 🙂 – & using the money for something more beneficial – sure.. but I honestly genuinley think boobs are a really amazing investment haha! Really hope this feeling passes for you I’m sure it will – I’m sure you’ll feel a lot different when you see them 🙂 keep us posted xxxxx

I think MYA get you to sleep upright because there is less chance of you rolling over in your sleep and severely damaging yourself or causing your implants to misplace during healing, if you’re anything like me if I’m in a deep sleep on my back then I roll over constantly throughout the night. Better to have restless uncomfortable sleep for a short time and have amazing boobies at the end of it! You’ll feel so much more positive once you’ve seen them I’m sure! Please keep us updated 🙂 x

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