Mixed emotions….

I have my op on 14th April and I can’t stop swinging from extremes, emotion wise!

One minute I’m so excited and can’t wait and feel totally confident in my surgeons opinion then the next I’m like why am I putting myself through pain? Am I being selfish spending all this money when I could be saving it! Also panicked they’ll be massive, fake looking and I’ll hate them 😐

Wish April 14th would just hurry up before I scare myself off!

Xxx

Don’t worry hun we all go through the same emotions, it’s normal to feel like this. Honestly though once you’ve done it and your through the healing process you will feel amazing 🙂 xx

Thanks @kitty! I know you’re right. I’ve wanted it done for about 8 years!!! Xxx

I’ve been exactly the same, my op is on sunday and now i feel no emotion whatsoever!
Everyone is like oooh are you excited? And i’m just sat there like ‘nope.’ i don’t feel excited at all! xx

Hi hun i feel the same & mines on wed! Think it’s completely normal but going off here I’ve not seen one lady that regrets having a BA & most say it’s the best thing they’ve ever done etc so stay positive 🙂 we must really want it as we’ve come this far now, & just a little further to go! Good luck xxx

Yeah its completely normal girls. I had mine done on Mond and before it I had big doubts…kept thinking I was being really selfish and thinking what if I die and end up leaving my beautiful children. I got really anxious but after it I was thinking why was I being so silly. It’s something to make you happy with yourself and give you more confidence and you’ve sorted the money out for it so go ahead with it and you won’t regret it 🙂 try and relax and think about how nice your boobies will be at the end of it all…summer is on the way so think of all the new bikinis and lovely clothes you’ll be wearing with your new assets 🙂 xx

Oh my god I’ve been there!! When I was about to pay the balance off I was totally freaking out questioning myself what the hell am I doing letting someone cut my chest open to put two balls of plastic under my skin!!! Will I die – I have a son and husband how selfish am I, will they look stupid, it’s a lot of money which can be used elsewhere!

Then I thought about what my boobs look like now and what they’ll be like when it’s done, and for how many years I’ve wanted this.

Now I am just soo happy I can’t wait – Wednesday can’t come quick enough!

You’ll get through it hun!! It’s a natural instinct xx

Thanks ladies, I actually feel so much better now knowing you all have felt the same!

Just need to think of the end outcome.

Think I’m just paranoid cause I had a really bad experience getting my appendix out, was ill for weeks and couldn’t walk whereas everyone else I know were up and home the same day. Totally paranoid I’m going to have a horrific recovery although I need to keep reminding myself that I went into surgery with my appendix already not well yet this time in going into surgery nice and healthy!

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