Course hun, accepted you. Honestly I was exactly the same, I had to get mine done without my family knowing because they are quite stressed, was worried about hiding recovery and how I would be when I came out and I didn’t really believe it was as easy as people said it was but it really really is! I just felt like I had done a hard work out in the gym, just found myself to be very stiff but had virtually no pain. I went back to full time work 2 days after cos I work for my family. You will be absolutely fine. The thought is so much worse than doing it! Good luck babe! Xx