Unfortunately I think your only option is to save 🙁 it is really hard to live with something you hate but you have to keep in mind that it will get sorted. Also, remember that you’ve had this nose for a long time until now, a few more months won’t hurt.
It’s taken me a long time to save and I’m still in the process of saving but have my surgery date now. When you work towards a goal it’s so much easier. I’ve felt like you do my whole life but I just keep reminding myself that ‘this is only temporary’. Chin up 🙂 it’s hard but you’ll get there in the end xx