Thanks all, I think because this is my revision surgery and I’ve waited almost three years I’ve been soon protective of them and tbh they still remind me what I’ve gone through discomfort wise! My left arm I can lift higher than my right for some reason so that’s good for the gears, I gave it a go yesterday and like you’ve all said found reverse awkward and a bit of pressure with the wheel , not gonna be lifting anything , told my boss I won’t be doing anything that will effect my boobs! I refuse to go through another operation! X