Sat in room hysterical

I’m in my room in fitzroy and I can’t stop crying I really just want to back out now .

Hun it’s scary isn’t it, I was there yesterday went into my op about half 8 I think after all my health checks. Who are you with there babe? I was exactly where you were sat this time yesterday. Think of how far you’ve come already, all the down days of feeling like poop and what you’re really doing this for! Hun it’s so quick, they’ll be wheeling you back to your room in no time!!!! I was just bored of waiting this time yesterday, I know it’s scary. You’re going to be just fine babe and it’s all gunna be worth it I promise <3 cxxxxx

I’m with my boyfriend . I’m just convinced I wont wake up and my daughters going to be left without a mum 🙁 xx

Oh honey don’t say that! They all know what they’re doing they do this every day! Honestly babe you’ve got nothing to be worried about! It’s such a quick and easy op and your surgeon does this every day all day and it’s what he does best! Honestly try not to fret I know it’s scary believe me I do, you’re gunna be just fine and once the anaesthetic kicks in youre gunna be under and the next thing you know you’ll be awake again! It’s such a simple op boo, I know it’s scary. Think of why you’re doing it. I know it’s hard not to over react. Your boyfriends gunna be right there waiting for you in your room! <3 you’re gunna be fine babe xxxxxxx

I’m having rhinoplasty so will take a little longer than boobs xx

Good luck Chloe your going to be just fine. X

Aw babe I didn’t realise this but either way everything goes you’re gunna be just fine!!! Surgeon knows what he’s doing boo!!! Xxxxx

Good luck Chlo! I’ve left my phone at home so will message you this afternoon, keep smiling honey! xx

Aw, Chloe *hug* I was crying too beforehand. When Dr G visited me I said, I just feel like running away, he said well, it’s not too late if you want to, we can’t stop you, it’s only too late when you’ve been given the anaesthetic. Lots of organisation, paying for the operation, getting to London, I knew I’d regret it and feel so disappointed in myself and like a tit if I backed out at the last hurdle, and would only need to organise the entire thing again. But it’s entirely your perogative, no-one will judge you, do what you feel is right for you. All the nerves / stress are normal, you’re having an operation, that takes balls! x

Can you get most money back if you back out now ? I’m still
Waiting calmed down abit but now I’m
Back to how I was earlier x

I’m afraid I don’t know on the money thing – but I would have thought you’d get it back. But probably, almost certainly you’d lose the deposit. It’s 11.20 now and you’ve been there since 7.30 – you’ve now done most of your waiting. You’re doing well, nearly there, just go a bit further? 🙂

When I was back in my room after, I was so glad I’d gone through with it. But beforehand, I thought what the hell, I’m getting out of here! I think it’s the dehydration and hunger in the wait beforehand, it can make you irrational / a bit bonkerzoid. This is why I was hoping they wouldn’t keep you waiting too long. Has Mr Gonschior been to see you yet? What do you think of your room? x

Yes he saw me at half 9 aswell as aneasthetist I was first on list but clearly someone had gone in before me leaving me to stress and now I’m trying to work put with my partner if I really want this as I don’t think I do .. Is made me think sorting here about the perspective as it isn’t even that big ,

Don’t back out chloe! You will regret it so much. Everything will be fine. You’ll wake up and be so glad you’ve got it done xxxx

You’ve come as far as arriving at the hospital today, you must have wanted it done quite badly to have got this far. Anxiety and dehydration can seriously cloud your judgement. For me, the anxiety beforehand was the worst part of the whole thing. That anxiety is now a minor and distant memory but my future has a nice nose and a sense of happiness and achievement that I sorted out something that was making me unhappy.

My op took 40 minutes it felt like I was out for about 30 seconds..i woke up and thought i was still waiting to have it done haha. The waiting is definitely the worst part if you back out now itll be so much faff trying to get your money back and all the time wasted etc. This is just another day in the office for the surgeon theyll be so used to doing it now 🙂 have they told you what time youre supposed to be going to theatre? X

Hope you’re not to stressed out hun, let us know how you get on xx

Last active here 1 hour, 37 minutes ago, probably been done now. 🙂

Ah I hope you’re ok hun! Xx

I’m all good girls now home Thankyou for putting up with me xx

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