I was freaking out on the day (in my head) seemed pretty calm on the surface, I asked for something to calm me down coz I didn’t think i’d be able to walk to theatre & let them put me to sleep, I was terrified of being put to sleep! They signed me up some diazepam to chill me out (although i didnt end up taking them until 10mins before i went down so they hadnt even kicked in, you might surprise yourself by how you cope on the day! ).. but let them know when you get there that you’re terrified etc & they help you they really do! Xx