Please don’t be upset, you’ve still got a long way to go and I think everyone feels like you when the swelling subsided because you get so used to being inflated! I had implants to fill out my post (3) baby boobs and they aren’t massive, they aren’t high on my chest and they don’t look ‘fake’ but I’m over the moon because they are so much better Han what I had before. I can still ‘dress them up’ with a push up bra but they aren’t so big that they are in the way. Your surgeon will have given you the right implants for your body so trust them and hang in there! You’ve had a major operation and its normal to feel up and down so give yourself a break, it doesn’t sound like you had much opportunity to recover with kids so be kind to yourself and your body xxx