So I’m sure lots of you girls saw me moaning on here (a lot) after my op, I had such a rough few days with the strapping cutting into my skin, being sick, not being able to sleep at all, not being able to put a bra on, and the antibiotics gave me thrush so i was feeling very sorry for myself. I basically just laid (at an uncomfortable 45 degree angle) on my sofa in nothing but the strapping crying hysterically for the past four days. My boyfriend bending over backwards to help me whilst I cried and told him I’m ugly now and he doesn’t want me despite his many reassurances haha.
But I’m now 5dpo and I actually feel like myself again! Yesterday I managed to get up on my own, put a tshirt on, my boyfriend gave me a bath and washed my hair and helped me put a bit of makeup on and we took the dog down the beach and I just sat whilst he threw the ball around for her and it made me feel so much better. I actually feel human again!! I’m getting really fed up of being inside as we live in a tiny studio apartment at a holiday resort where we both work, so I can’t really go wander around in the days because work think I’ve thrown my back out rather than had an op haha. But besides feeling a little trapped inside I’m feeling much more myself so just for any girls after their op who can’t imagine it getting
