Im sorry you have had such a bad time! I have 2 kids and my son is disabled, i literally never sleep and at 1 point post op i cried bcos it was so hard trying to recover and look after someone who needs alot of care! I hope you get the final results you are after, as you work so hard to treat yourself to something you deserve, so i hope its all corrected eventually! I am seeing my surgeon in 3 weeks and im really worried he is gunna say i need a re op!!xx