I have booked my date for May 23rd!! It all really depends on finance though. Sent off the second lot of forms to FML’s on Thursday and will call them mon to get a decision. I don’t expect they’ll accept me though as my credit is terrible (i had 2 ccj’s from store cards when i was a kid), even with my oh as joint applicant (both mya and FML have said not to worry as I’m 30, earn over 1k a month, have a solid job etc and have told them i’ll be paying off more per month than the min repayments). If not, I won’t be going ahead with the BA until next year. So at the moment I feel.. i dunno… not nervous, but can’t really get excited either cause i don’t know if it’s going to happen or not.
I made a list of the stuff I’ll need pre and post op but can’t buy any of it yet because again, i don’t know what’s happening. Don’t know hw to feel really. It’s all a bit unreal.
