hey staceyrr I feel the same, Ive wanted a boob job for years and thought id be a lot happier, I get excited when I think about all the clothes i will be able to wear when ive had it done, but theres a side of me that is feeling really down, I thought it was because I was having second thoughts but its not because when I think about it I do really want it done, no one seems to understand, when I try and explain how Im feeling people just say if your having second thoughts then you shouldnt go through with it, but its not second thoughts lol so confused. hopefully we will get them done and me so over the moon we will forget about these feelings xxx