It’s really starting to hit me now. My ba is due on the 18th of May and I’m so scared! They even tried to call me from the fitzroy hospital yesterday regarding my admission time and left a voice message. Just freaking a bit out. Mr Singh will not only do a ba, but remove a benign lump in my chest! The scars may not turn out good…and the paaaain ughh.. Cannot wait to get it over with!