Honey lots of members have posted similar,you are venturing in to the unknown,and that’s what scares you,we tend to always think what if,when making such a big decision,especially when it is your body,all I can say to reassure you is,in a few months you will be giving advise on how easy it was,how wonderful you feel,and how glad you are that you put your fears aside and went ahead with the surgery.Hundreds of women would not have gone forward with this and made such a difference to their confidence,had they thought about all the what ifs,stay positive this has turned out fantastic for others and you can be the same,life is too short honey,you have the whole forum supporting you.Now no more tears,big smiles, do you research add loads of friends get boobies on the brain,and you will be totally fine,you can do this,and you are going to look amazing,summers coming honey,new boobs new bikinis,new confident you,and believe me when those babies are sat on your chest you will be so happy.xx