Crying with nerves…

Its been booked for weeks now, but im having my BA on Friday! and suddenly i found myself talking to my boyfriends mum, arranging my daughters ballet class on Saturday, and I started crying, I dunno why, im nervous, so nervous, and its all I can think about.. why? x

Don’t worry hun, thats totally normal, all the emotions all taking over. I was the same, a few days before my op i freaked out and thought what the hell am i doing…was posting on here that i didn’t think i could go through with it because i was so scared of something going wrong. But i’d waited 14 weeks from when i booked it and had been so excited that whole time, and i knew i would regret it if i didn’t go through with it. I’m now a year post op and don’t know what i was worrying about. I absolutley love them and its the best decision i’ve ever made. You’ll be fine, everyone is the same, its a nerve wracking thing to go through as your doing it through choice. But honestly, you will feel amazing after!

All the best hun xx

I’m 2 weeks to go and feeling like i’m on a roller coaster…. its normal hun x

thank god, its terrifying me, but im normally such a strong person that I dont wanna let on to anyone that im really actually scared, so im keeping it all in, and letting it out on here..

It’s so normal – I think it hits people at different times!! It didn’t hit me til I got to the hospital – even then I was fine til I started walking down to theatre – I was close to running back to my room and getting dressed! Don’t feel bad about how you feel, if you need to cry then let it out! Hopefully it’ll pass and you’ll get back to being excited

It’ll all be over before you know it and you’ll wonder what you were worrying about! xx

Feeling nervous is so normal!! But honestly I had my BA yesterday and it wasn’t half as bad as I thought. The injection to send me to sleep didn’t hurt at all, and I’m a massive wuss, in all honesty having my blood taken is far worse than getting the GA. Before you know it youre in recovery, and then back up to your room. I can’t stand any pain but so long as you keep on top of you’re meds it’s fine, it’s more uncomfortable than anything else. So coming from someone who is a complete baby I’d say don’t get too worried, the GA is fine (and actually rather funny) and the pain afterwards is completely controllable. Xxx

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