Feeling like it’s never gonna happen

Sorry girls, but it’s time for a rant
how many of you are feeling self consious right now?…spesh with all this hot weather, ive been walking around town, and i just feel so self consious, and cant help thinking i wish i had her boobs when a big breasted girl walks past (i cant help thinking my bf looks too)
And im getting so sick of people saying that i dont need surgery because it’ll make me look top heavy and stupid (im 5ft 1 and a size 6), to me it’s my body and i feel so uncomfortable in it, whats wrong with the fact i want to feel more womenly?.
And then theres the money issue, i now live on my own due to some unforunate circumstances, so now have to fork out on bills and just have no money for myself, and this is really getting me down, spesh because ive wanted surgery since i was 16.
Oh girls, this just feels like it’ll never happen for me

xxx

hey babe i have my ba june 9th so exited and felt exactly the same yesterday in the hot weather.
it has caused got knows how many problems with boyfriends as i think there looking at everyones boobs due to my lack of. lol but its prob in our heads lol.
have you been for a consultation?
i am a size 4 and need this so much for my own self.
didnt think it would happen for me but apparently it is.
what size are you now xx

im a 30d darl, but they look more about a b, i was on meds for my crohns and gained wait, but obvs i lost it and lost the fullness in my breasts.
Ah my bf does look, it does bother me abit, because it’s like hello im over here lol
Ive never been for a consutation because i have noway of getting the money for my surgery, and just think if go see someone, it’l make me feel even more down if you get me?

xxx

hi babe,
well i hated my boobs for years and years , i have mothered 3 children,and they are all grown up, i have never had the money either, i have a wonderful boyfriend that says that he loves me for who i am and that my breasts were fine as they were.
But after telling him that i was going to get a loan and finance from mya he offered to lend me most of the money and the rest i would pay off interest free to mya over one year.

so i did it on the 6th of may and now over two weeks post op i am so happy with my new boobs, and suprise suprise so is my boyfriend (rather excited) but he cant really get his hands on them yet !!!.:cry:

I am 5ft tall,
6 stone 10 lbs,
size 6 to 8 clothes.
i was a 32a/ b ish ,
they were saggy with no filling. i was offered 190cc under the muscle ,and chose 210cc on the day, at the moment i am filling a 32/34 D sports bra.and happy with that :bigsmile:
where theres a will theres a way. just dont get yourself in a mess finacially find a solutuion that works for you
Good luck hun xx

Hi Dawnmichelle

I have crohn’s and am in exactly the same situation to your in regards to boob size and money. It is horrible what those meds do to your body, i have more stretchmarks now due to being put on steriods a couple of years and ballooning up. When i came off the steroids i managed to get my weight back down but now i am left with horrible stretchmarks on my boobs without any fullness whatsoever.

I have a consultation on saturday, and i have applied for a loan to fund for my BA,i should find out begininning of june whether my loan has been approved…..i am really hoping so because if it doesnt i will be so depressed.

Thanx for the replies girls, unfortuantly i cant even apply for a loan due to being unemployed, so atm there feels there’s noway for me

xxx

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