Feeling sorry for yourself.

Have you/ do you feel sorry for yourself? I feel like I’m doing this on my own. My partner is doing his best but I just don’t feel like it’s enough. Am I expecting to much? We’ve got two kids 6 and almost 2. The youngest is classed as disabled, delayed development caused by an illness when he was a baby. He can’t sit unaided let alone walk and crawl. My partner has to pop out now and again because of work. The longest he’s been gone is 3 hours. (had ba on Monday). He tries to go out when our youngest child usually has a nap but I’m struggling. The house is a mess n it’s really doing my head in.

And to top it off I’ve just dropped a bowl full of baby food on my new rug. 😥

I’m ready to blow up me thinks!!!

Rant over. X

And it feels like I’ve got a fat fucker sat on my chest. I’m sure my ribs are going to pop!!!

Aw mini, you do have a lot on your plate. Do you have a friend or relative that could help out, even just for an hour or 2? You’re not alone though, post op blues are common, I’m not looking forward to them next week xx

Hi belle, I never told anyone. The only people that no is me and my partner. I think I might ring my mum though, she’ll be furious. Lol. Not because I’ve had ba but because I didn’t tell her. She’s a worrier, over analyses everything and would most probably been in tears constantly. Lol.

Good luck for next week. Hope all goes well. What are you having? X

Aw bless her but I bet she will be over to help straight away. My mum is the only person that knows.

Thanks, I’m having 410 overs.

Hope you feel better soon xx

My husband is the only one who knows too. I’m really down too. Almost two weeks post op and I keep thinking I’ll feel brighter and I am not feeling it. I ve gone out to the shops and feel sore and just a nagging low feeling. My husband isn’t that attentive but thinks he is. He prefers the bubbly energetic version of me but I can’t force it and just feel everything had changed. I should be happy as Mario has done a great job. I have four kids too and adore them but find it difficult to deal with them and feel less patience for them. It’s not their fault and they are sweet girls. I think lack of sleep envokes depression. I just feel that as it’s only for a little while my husband cd make allowances for me and step up like we always do as women. All year round. Xxx

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