aw, sounds like u do have boobie blues…
i understand why u might be negative hun with all the bad things you feel have been happening to u and not sleeping properly etc, but u gotta keep positive. (poor sleep is so bad, i completely feel for ya, im a sleepaholic!)If u put out negative vibes then u will only attract negative things! I know its hard when u feel like crap but find ur inner strength and dont let urself get beat down. the lack of sleep thing and lying on ur back is only temporary and its al for part of the bigger goal remember, to have lovely big babylons!
You can look forward to hearing the nurse say u are a-ok tomorrow but for now, just try and chill xxx