had to cancel my BA :/

I had lost half a stone in a couple of weeks (down to stress I thought) but I had some blood tests and they think I have a pituitary gland disorder which may have affected my breast growth in the first place…hmmm will be a bit of a bummer if it doesn’t help with meds though! Was so looking forward to having boobs for my 19th! (the BA was only 2 weeks before then!)

Awwwww honey so sorry to hear that,have they said if medication could help correct this for you.xxx

Not yet I need to see a specialist to see if its definitely a pituitary gland disorder and then they can prescribe me medication – unfortunately my surgeon could see I will ill and has no refused to operate on me until I get it sorted. Another thing which has annoyed me is that I have had symptoms and problems for years which none of the other doctors have helped with – and the symptoms from these illnesses can affect a lot of your day to day life like dealing with situations, being able to communicate in social situations and affect relationships – my boyfriend broke up with me the other day because it wasn’t working out – we were fine until I started having bad anxiety and problems accepting change (which can be affected by the pituitary gland) and its obviously been the cause all a long and now I have lost my boyfriend over it, if only he knew but i don’t want to tell him incase he thinks i am making excuses or being a beg feel gutted xx

Sounds like you have had a tough time honey,sorry for that,lets hope they can give you the medication you need to help you get back on track,its bad enough dealing with life’s hiccups on a day to day basis,without having the worry of been or not been diagnosed with a condition that could have been treated a long time ago,at least now you have some idea of what you are up against and an explanation for why you may have had trouble dealing with things in the past,are you still friends with your boyfriend,can you not just call him and tell him what the doctors suspect may have caused some of the anxiety,he may just surprise you and understand,you need all the support you can get honey.xxx

Were still friends but I haven’t spoken to him. I think we need time apart so I am giving him the space he needs, I think guys need to realise what life is like without you (we have never broke up before properly) before they can really know what they want. We are both only 18/19 and been together 2 years, he said he didn’t know what he wanted because he has gone to uni (only about 2 buses = an hour away) but he said he had changed, but then again, I think he is young and doesn’t know what he wants yet, me and his mom get on really well and I had text her to tell her that I was poorly so maybe she will mention it to him, if he is worth it he will be concerned for me…I think we couldn’t get back together though until I was fully medicated and back on my feet and he had a taste of the single life I guess so he knows what he wants xx

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