God, I felt like such a weirdo! I’m doing the same!
I was on the bus going to my boyfriend’s looking and before and afters whilst trying to hide them from the old lady sitting behind me.
It’s depressing at times, since making a definite decision that I want surgery and then finding MYA I’ve been obsessing. Watching American Pie with my boyfriend I just sat there feeling inadequate, when we went out I noticed everyone too.
I’ve become more self conscious since deciding I want this
my boyfriend keeps telling me how much he loves my body and chest (and me), but supports me cause it’ll make me happy.
Glad to know I’m not the only doing this though
haha!