i felt like that hun, it all came to head with me about 11 days po, i physically wanted to rip off these big shiny globes which were attached to my small frame i cried my eyes out and felt like i mate the biggest mistake ever, i hated them, going through a ba is an emotional rollacoaster its up and down all the time, sometimes you love them then other times you hate them, believe me though they soon grow on you and it feels like you have always had them, just be patient i know its hard but i guarantee you you will feel totally different once they settle
:: sending you hugs your not on your own
xx