I was feeling ok about my ba, excited but got over that sickly nervous feeling and was really starting to look forward to it.
Anyway today i had to have my contraceptive implant removed where they had to give me a needle and make a small incision in my arm to take it out, i dont know if any of you girls have ever had this done.
But i was sooo nervous getting this done, i was nearly sick and felt like i was going to faint when she brought the needle over i was nearly in tears, i didnt expect to react that way at all. It then hit me that if i couldnt even have a small incision made in my arm then theres now way im guna be able to cope when they put the canula in and the actual op.
My reaction to this today has made me worry if ill even be able to go through with the op.
Does anybody else feel this way about needles and operations?? I feel so stupid even writing this but my nerves have all kicked off again and im starting to worry if ill even be able to go through with this
Sorry for rambelling on, thanx for reading girls
Sarah x x x