No feelings abit weird

Ive paid for my ba now and it’s on 15th jan but I have no feelings nervous. Scared. Excited. My boyfriend says its just coz uve excepted your gonna have it done! I dunno. I feel am I doing the right thing sometimes but I know I am I’ve wanted it tooo long!! But I wish I felt somewhat excited. Maybe because it’s still far away. I’m scared though of it hitting me like a week before and me becoming a total wreck!!! Anyone else had this????Xxx

Im sort of nervous excited but not that much or scared yet either. But then Im still waiting for my sister to hurry up and do the finance for me so maybe in a way im worried something could f*** up? Mines on 7th Dec

I had exactly the same don’t worry! Not scared, excited nothing until the day (today) I got sweaty, dry mouth, restless and anxious but went in there and enjoyed it! Nothing near as bad as expected! Xx

I just wanna have some kind of excitement but I suppose it’s good in a way so I’m not excited for bloody 7 weeks lol. How did ur op go??? Feel ok now? Xx

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