Hi sam, been reading a few of your posts, you seem to be having all the natural issues and arguments with yourself,I can honestly say I was exactly the same as you, worrying myself silly about everything, there are lots of decisions to be made but trust your surgeon he has a very good reputation, I didnt have him but have read many good things about his work, I am now nearly 6months po, I had 385trfs (responsives) overs, I went from droopy 34b after breastfeeding to 34e they have dropped but look very natural, will put some more upto date photos on soon if you want to add me.hope this helps, can make them look huge if I want to or can hide them too, nobody knows i’ve had them done and to be honest people think I just now wear fabulous uplift bras which is how I like it, good luck with your op xx