oh dear, having a bit of a wobble :(

Well it looks like my loan has been approved and I can have the time off work but NOW im thinking should I? Can I really justify paying £5900 on this? Does me thinking that mean I don’t want it enough! Oh ffs 2years at £270 a month, done my figures and I can easily afford it but……. but but but is all I keep thinking I should be happy!!! wtf. xxx

Why are you paying that much? You’re having a BA right? Average cost is 4k, less if you’re a day case and/ or get discounts.

Uplift as well hun, will probs get £200 knocked off that but that worst case. xx

Oh well in that case..

No thinking it does NOT mean you want it any less. You’re just having doubts like all of us had/ have. Most likely they stem from a feeling of guilt – should i really spend money on something i don’t desperately need? etc etc. Personally I feel wonderful after having my BA. Yes it cost a lot, yes my other half had to do everything while i was out of action, and yes part of me almost didn’t go through with it because of these and other reasons. But I am SO glad I did. I feel a million dollars! If you’ve gotten to the point where you’re about to step off the edge and take the plunge, then you are ready for this. Do it for YOU xx

you have hit the nail on the head there! I’m the same with everything lol even when I am out clothes shopping i’ll pick something up and then get to the point of paying and put it back haha I am such a prat! xx

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