Aww hehe, you’ll be fine!
Just try to keep yourself busy.. if you’re struggling for ideas then maybe do things now that you know you wont be able to do after. Like making sure all the mirrors in your house are clean hahaha!
You’re only noticing the horror stories now because it’s SO close and you’re feeling anxious. It’s only normal but remember, nobody ever writes a story saying how wonderful and happy they are with their surgery, you only ever hear the bad stories!
Good luck for your op, it’ll be here in no time
x