Op 11th Jan!! Dont know if i can do it = (

Hi just come on to have a moan!! My Ba is 11th Jan with Mr Traynor at Highfield!!! Ive wanted it forever and now its nearly here i dont know whats happened!! im not excited i just want to block it out!!! i was boob obssesed last month but now i just cant be bothered thinking about it!!! and to make things worse i got my pre op and another appointment with Mr T next wed, and i really wanted to have lost weight, been trying my hardest but still no fricking lighter grrr 👿

oh and on top of that ive come of the coil and gone on the pill ( this is my 1st month) and my boobs have gone huge!!!! i dont want them too!!! i want them to stay as tiny as possiable so i know im doing the right thing, but NO for the first time since pregnancy 5 years ago they decided to have a growth spurt, i swear im about a large C now and was a B WTF????? so now im thinking im just gonna have the smallest implant offered as i never wanted to be big!!! and even though theyve grown they just feel fat!!!!! im seriously having doubts!!! i though id be ecstatic at this stage 😥 if i hadnt paid most of it id probably cancel!! Sorry for this morbid moaning essay just feeling really peed of and for the first time ever hate having big boobs!!!! I want fake big boobs not real big boobs!!!!

Sorry for moaning girls just had to vent somehwere xxx

Why the hell has it posted 4 Times?????

Aw hun don’t worry its just nerves. My boobs have done the same! B to a large C… I’m bursting out of bra’s! My op is 21st Jan… I keep worrying about waking up and mine not being big enough. But the surgeon won’t let me go any bigger than what ive agreed to lol… xx

I feel exactly the same! ive put on a stone since i booked my op and my boobs are huge now gutted! i have been doing my best to shift it to but no luck . I swear my boobs are saying give me a chance haha! everyones like why r you doing this your boobs are fine an im like they werent like this haha!! Im still going ahead because i no i will loose weight and regret not doing it! Chin up huni xx

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