Hi just come on to have a moan!! My Ba is 11th Jan with Mr Traynor at Highfield!!! Ive wanted it forever and now its nearly here i dont know whats happened!! im not excited i just want to block it out!!! i was boob obssesed last month but now i just cant be bothered thinking about it!!! and to make things worse i got my pre op and another appointment with Mr T next wed, and i really wanted to have lost weight, been trying my hardest but still no fricking lighter grrr 👿
oh and on top of that ive come of the coil and gone on the pill ( this is my 1st month) and my boobs have gone huge!!!! i dont want them too!!! i want them to stay as tiny as possiable so i know im doing the right thing, but NO for the first time since pregnancy 5 years ago they decided to have a growth spurt, i swear im about a large C now and was a B WTF????? so now im thinking im just gonna have the smallest implant offered as i never wanted to be big!!! and even though theyve grown they just feel fat!!!!! im seriously having doubts!!! i though id be ecstatic at this stage 😥 if i hadnt paid most of it id probably cancel!! Sorry for this morbid moaning essay just feeling really peed of and for the first time ever hate having big boobs!!!! I want fake big boobs not real big boobs!!!!
Sorry for moaning girls just had to vent somehwere xxx
