op on fri! feelin duno if I can do this!?!

RANT lol: I’m so scared already really bad anxiety n losin sleep jus thinkin bout it makes me feel like I’m gonna throw up, walkin 2 theatre, layin on the bed, the injection, the canula, waking up! The days of pain! (I’m such a wuss even with little things like ear piercing took me years to get the courage an I covered them in numbing cream ffs 5yr olds have that done!)

This is something I’ve wanted for years an now I have the chance (which I never thought I would get!) I don’t kno if I can cope!! I’ve got to..coz I would HATE myself if I didn’t go through with it jus don’t kno how to relax I can’t even imagine what I’ll be like on the day I won’t stop cryin like a baby! x

Honey you will be fine everyone has little fears all sorts running through your mind,focus on the end result,and how you will feel when you have you have your new breasts,I cant tell you the difference it makes,but you will find out soon and you will be so happy,you can cope with anything if you put your mind to it,and you have everyone’s support,don’t worry lovely,youll be in the boobie club,you could sail through it,others have,we are all different,but you will be in the safest hands,xxx

Hey chick, Tina is right it is all normal I felt exactly the same hun and I had my op on monday……..still cant beleive I have done it Yay!!!!!! but I was so worried walking to the theatre and having injection but they make you feel so relaxed you will be fine. You taking somone with you? xxx

Just like the nurse said to me as I was in the anaestectic room….

“Remember why you’re doing this, its something you’ve wanted to have done for a long time”

The pain is not anything like we build it up to be in our heads hunny, its an op you’re gonna get discomfort of course but you will find you sleep so much in the first few days they fly by and come about day 4 you will feel more human again.

It will just take time and some good support around u xx

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