Reality is kicking in :(

Got my admission time today, 10am at Highgate on the 31st…it’s all finally becoming real now, but the thing is, at first I was excited and then I just cried Seriously ladies I can’t remember the last time I cried about anything other than this BA. You’ve all been really great on here and you’ve put my mind at ease a little but now I just feel like it’s 50/50 of me making it through the GA, I just can’t help thinking about it! I am a really strong and confident person but I’ve handled this so badly, every time I think about it I just crumble but then again I think about the end result and that cheers me up a bit…I’m just scared of not waking up again xx

Hi hun, I keep thinking like this too! Mines 3 weeks today, I’m so excited but have got that little niggling thought at the back of my mind! I just keep thinking that we get in our cars every day and that’s way more dangerous, I flipped my car in the ice last year and I came out okay so I think we’ll be okay! I know this doesn’t probably help how you feel but its how I’m trying to think about it! you’re going to have lovely boobies and the risks are so low as really it is minor surgery! Stay being excited Hun, it’s all going to be so worth it! xx

I’ll try hun, thanks! I’m just the type of person who doesn’t push bad thoughts to the back of my mind…I obsess and worry about them! I suppose your right about the car thing, especially when I’m driving haha. I guess I just get frustrated with myself for worrying so much, but then I think, what if it’s me who’s like the one person who dies xx

dolly hun, theres nothing to worry about ga, the likely hood of you having a massive reaction depends on your family and if they have had one. i had a reaction to it (i actually think they gave me to much), and you know how scared i was about it, and all that happened to me was i thrashed around loads and i took over an hour to wake up.

honestly hun, relax and enjoy your new boobs.

theres no 50/50 its proven so slim the people that react to ga, that most hospitals only keep two antidoites on site (and they have to be date checked because they arent used, ike ever) xx

I know exactly how you feel, I always think of the bad things and I’m such a paranoid person with things like that! It’s so unlikely that we would be those ones that have problems, I think it’s so so rare cos thy don’t really need to give you much as it’s such a short op! we’ll be fine and so happy once we are out, I think pretty much everyone that has an op has the same thoughts that we are! I know same with the car thing haha, which I proved last year! I can’t wait, we’ll laugh that we were so worried once it’s all over Hun hehe xx

Thanks ladies, and I’m sorry to hear that you had a reaction joannabella

Just hope everything goes okay and yeah I just want to get it over and done with now!! xxx

dolly92,you will be in the safest hands these are professionals the only thing thats going to happen to you,is your going to have a nice little sleep,to you it will literally feel like seconds,and when you open your eyes you will not be able to stop smiling,you will be boobified,honey,so do not worry.xxx

Thanks Tina, been looking into all the details and stages of anaesthesia and feel a little better, bet I’m still going to start blubbing on the day though. Like I said, the quicker it’s over the better xxx

Thats the point honey,you will be amazed on the day how quickly it is over,xxx

Hope so, it’s just so scary!

Thanks again Tina xxx

Nothing to worry about Hun hOnestly. GA is so advance these days its unbelievably safe. My mum told me I’m always really bad having a GA, apparently I take a hell of a lot longer to come round than I should lol! I personally think I just like my sleep. You will be fine huni xxx

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