Really starting to get scared now :(

Was lying in bed this morning and I started freaking out about the BA. I keep thinking “what am I doing, I must be stupid to mess with my body, do I really need it done”

I’ve wanted this done for years, and I don’t want to back out at the last minute. But I’m freaking out so bad Also finding it difficult to ring up and pay the balance cos that will make it even more real. It hasn’t even fully hit me yet.

Very scared

i know exactly how u feel honestly!!! iv wanted mine done 4 years but when it actualy comes to it im gunna be shitting my self really bad lol. i keep thinking do i really need to do it,but it will be worth it,once its over with im sure ul be soooo happy you went thro with it!! just try and think of the nice boobs u will have. and im sure ul be fine xxx

That’s what I’m trying to do, just keep thinking about the new boobies! I’m so nervous! When’s your op? xx

Its so easy to get so wrapped up in it and not think of what we are actually doing to our bodies. I cannot tell you how much I want this and I hate the way I look. But I look at people with disabilities and who have disfigurements and I feel so guilty that I should be so fickle and vain to do this.

But I cannot go through my life feeling like this. If I could do anything to get boobs other than surgery I would but miracles dont happen!!

Go with your gut feeling hun, I had thought so much before I booked. xx

I know exactly what you mean summerandbubs. I don’t think it’s actually hit me what I’d be doing to my body. And having major surgery.

I know I’d regret it if I backed out and I’d just keep hating the way I look. Wish I could just click my fingers and I’d look the way I want!

When’s your op? xx

We sound the same hun. Mines on 10th April and Im so excited but its the whole thinking really into it. I keep telling myself that its so simple now and thousands are having it done x

i havent got a date yet,going to see ben chew in glasgow next wk . i keep thinking what if something went wrong!! knowing my luck my body will rejected them would be gutted if that happend xx

Aoifex Just remember, you only live once.. And life is too short. Do the things that make YOU happy.

Ultimately whenever I’m faced with a problem I always look at two things..

– What my heart is telling me

– What my head is telling me

It’s usually always my head that’s filling me with fears or trying to justify or rationalise my way out of something.. And my heart is telling me what is right for me, at that time… Listen to your heart

Mine’s on the 13th, not long for either of us. I think about it 24/7, so tired of constantly thinking about it now, lol.

I worry myself by really thinking indepth about it, and letting my mind go wild xx

You’re so right silkshake My head is being all worried and making me scared. And my heart is thinking about how happy and confident they’ll make me.

I know I’ll be okay once I’ve had it, it’s just the few weeks running up to it which is the worst!

Thanks hun x

jobrooke, I’ve been thinking the same, what if something went wrong. It’s a terrifying thought I just really hope everything goes okay x

OOooohh 3 days between us. Im counting the days and keeping occupied so it doesnt drag as much. I also think about it constantly, I put a thread up about it taking over my life and constantly on here.

Where you having yours and who with hun?

Silkshake made a great point x

Keeping busy does help a lot, helps to keep my mind at rest. It has pretty much taken over my life too!

Mine’s at Highgate in London with Mr Adamo. How about you?

x

Highgate London, Mr Kazzazi.. Im going away for my daughters birthday from 4th to 6th so that will keep my mind off it for a bit then 4 days to go when we get back!! x

Ooo yeah that’ll hopefully keep your mind at rest

I just can’t believe how fast it’s all gone! Only seems like yesterday I was having my first consultation, lol

xx

Same here, I booked in feb. Seen the surgeon twice and have got my pre op tomorrow. I need to ask about the pill as some say youve gotta come off it x

Same as me. Seeing the surgeon again at pre-op for another quick chat.

Ah yeah, I was told to come off the pill a month beforehand. I don’t think everyone is advised to, but even if I wasn’t told to I probably would have just incase x

hey, am glad you girls are having this conversation coz i feel exactly the same way and thought i was the only one. it doesn’t help that none of my family or my husband think i will go through with is. i haven’t got my op date yet but am going on monday to see Dr Singh. iv been trying to talk myself out of it but deep down i no its what i really want.

Try not to feel nervous chick! I have litrerally just had my op, in my room now half an hour post op and I feel great! My nerves and bad feelings we horrific before my op but now o have my boobs and everything I feel great!

Try not to worry its a good experience and you’ll b so happy when u have had them done I don’t think it’s as painful as people make out when r u booked for and who with? Xxxx

I dont think we would be human if we didnt have major thoughts regarding a BA or any surgery.. It is human nature to weight up the pros and cons.. we do it everyday regarding smaller matters with work or home.. Not the same as an op but still mind and heart provoking.. I keep thinking about my kids, the money, the future.. but I ve wanted this done since before I started a family.. I have completed it and now it is something for me! Yes.. all mine, my boobies.. I want to feel different, confident in a different way.. So yep.. natural good feelings we are all having.. makes us who we are.. all the best to you all.. my BA on the 16th April..

X

what sizes have u all gone from or goin to ? x

I am a 34b (small) going to 380cc HPU… X

i am a 34A, aiming to go to a full C may be D cup.

Hi Aoife, you will be fine…its only natural to worry… Im not sleepng properly at all lately I think mainly because my mind is racing with all sorts of worries…we jusst have to remember why we are doing it & think of all those nice clothes we can finally wear

You girls are the best, thankyou for all your lovely messages

I know I’ll be fine, it’s just so nervewracking! My mind’s been going absolutely wild. I keep thinking that something will go wrong, or that I won’t like them, or that I’m just being stupid messing with my body.

Got to try and keep thinking of the positives. Thinking of all the bikinis I can wear on my summer holiday! xx

Exactly! Think of all the itiest bitiest tiniest littliest pieces of underwear you will now be able to wear! Fantasise about shopping trips to Agent Provocatuer (even if you don’t buy anything god they’re expensive) and how hot you’ll look in a bikini!

One of my major worries was, should I really be spending half of my savings like this? If I saved up a lil more I could’ve had a deposit for a house.. But then I thought, ‘I got here once, I can get here again’.

The other thing was, after paying the deposit and doing loads of research, and especially looking at a lot of ‘before’ photos, I realised that my breasts were really quite natural and it was NORMAL to look like that. Worst thing was? I became 100% comfortable with my body, then I started questioning whether I should still get it done? The way I see it is this.. You live once.. Even if you’re happy with what you got, why not make it better?

I can’t wait to go underwear and bikini shopping Already started looking at all the bigger size bras!

That was one of the big things for me, the money. I’ve spent years saving and now it’s just gunna be gone. It’s scary.

We sound so similar, I think that too. That mine look natural and normal. Well, I know they are normal but I guess that doesn’t stop me disliking them. I’m hoping they still look natural after I’ve had it done, but that I’ll actually like them

xx

hey hun i was soo confused about gettin it done, then became quite negative about the whole thing, oh and when it came to handing over the money which i had to do in cash all i can say is OMG it was scary and horrible!! all my hard earned savings!! …. then i thought iv wanted this for 8-9 years!! il jus prey to god it all goes well… and i had my op yesterday! and they do look good cant wait till they settle!!!

Hehe yes it’s scary but you got there once before.. And can do so again

Which surgeon are you going with and what look do you want to achieve? (Forgive me if you’ve already answered this)

That’s pretty much how I feel zana. Just really trying to focus on the positives!

I’m with Mr Adamo having 230 or 260 overs (haven’t decided yet)

I’m a 32A wanting a 32C. Want a natural but full look

xx

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