Thats a normal reaction hun,you feel left out,but you have also set your heart on your boobs because you know long term this will make you very happy,its not pathetic hun,and believe me right now you feel gutted,but when you get the boobs it will be so worth it,a couple of weeks will fly by they will be back from hols and you will have something far bigger and better than a holiday to look forward to,chin up sweetie keep yourself busy so your not dwelling on the holiday,and chat to a few girls about the new boobies. Hope you feel better soon lovely,xxx