so close now!

when i booked my op i had 11 weeks to wait till my op, now im down to 1! i feel sick with nerves and keep questioning what the hell im doing? ive managed all my life so far with my lil fried eggs surely i cud handle the rest of it agggghhhhh! WHAT AM I DOING!! confused.com! x

okay actually feel physically sick thinking about it! i think im doing the wrong thing! i wouldnt feel this nervous if it was right surely???

Hunni I nearly backed out when I was waiting to go to theatre, I was sitting there like u had been for weeks thinking I didn’t mind my boobs that much, I never hated them so was it really all worth it?? And I very nearly got dressed and walked out the door! . . . It was worth it for sure, am sooo glad I went thro with it, trust me ul be soo pleased was one of the best things I’ve ever done xxx

I have almost been in tears at work today thinking about it and wondering if im making a mistake! ive wanted them done for years and really really dont like them! so much so i hate my bf of 8 years seeing me with out a bra!! dont know whats come over me i was so sure before and suddenly feel really out of my comfort zone and still got a week to go! imagine how im gonna be when im waiting to go to theatre!

Thank you so much for your story tho gives me hope that i am over reacting and just being a div! xx

i’ve seen loads of girls say this on here, its probably just nerves hun! of course you want this or you wouldnt have booked and paid all that money

you’l be loving your new boobs in a week’s time so stop worrying, good luck x

thanks Abi now im on here talking about it and seeing all the other girls posts about being excited and happy etc the more im thinking i am just being silly! just have a tendency to freak out a bit when i get nervous or i dont have control lol! xx

I was the same I had to remind myself of why I was originally doing it and I couldn’t let my partner who saw me give birth see me without a bra anymore! Sounds silly but I had a picture of the way I wanted my boobs to look, and everytime I got upset or nervous I looked at it and it made me feel more positive xx

take some really horrible pictures of your boobs – in bad lighting or whatever and every time you doubt yourself look at the pics i think most people are excited until the point where they are near there surgery! its only normal to worry about any operation – im crapping myself too but this is what i keep thinking and it seems to work! also that and hearing other people being really nervous/scared before the op! you are not alone lol xx

That’s such a good idea! I’ll have to try and take them coz I ain’t lettin my bf see lol! Can’t wait to not care and be able to just whip my bra off in front of him lol xx

im so scared too!! its only 7 days to go for me too, and every hour i go through different emotions how i feel about it!

i keep dreaming about it every night and some are good dreams and some are nightmares! its constantly on my mind, I’m obsessed with this forum and boobs at the moment!| this forum does calm me down and remind me why i am doing it and gets me excited again, so i just keep coming on here when i feel nervous!

the main thing i keep going over and over is the size i have chosen and how it will look in me! i just don’t want to be feeling regrets after!

its also a hard putting yourself through surgery when my family and friends don’t think i should get it done and feel sad for me that i want it. i don’t feel like i have anyone motivating me apart form this forum! I’m pretty sure i would have pulled out of it if it wasn’t for you lot!

my maccom bra arrived today making it all feel so much more real!

Porcia – we will have to keep each others spirits up and help each other to get through it! its good we will be together on the day! i wonder when we will find out our admission time?

Hannah xxx

mad is’nt it!one minute im bouncing off the walls and wish it was tomorrow im having it done then im on a massive downer questioning what im doing! yesterday was definately the most ive questioned it and the most down ive been! but all back to positive and excited today!

aww no Hannah dont ur family want to you to do it? my family have been so supportive as they know how much i want it, even my nan!

yes defo good were in together gonna be tourture for me if you go down first haha! did u say ur having me c too?? i know i seen a few girls that have had it like 6days before! i want it NOW! xx

haha yeah me too, I had a down day yesterday too, feeling much better today.

no my family and friends think i don’t need it and that they think I’m perfect the way i am etc etc blah blah blah!lol but they kind of understand when i explain how i feel and that i wear a triple gel bra every day which is why they don’t actually look that small. but my brother has toiled my mum he is ‘devastated’ for me! how over the top is that! he said he never realised i was so insecure and feels so sad for me! and my mum thinks that if anything happened to me that she would blame herself for letting me go through with it. and my dad thinks I’m gonna look too big and silly!

my boyfriend is the only one thats excited for me! (i wonder why!)lol

i have told a few friends but they gave quite shocked reactions and made me feel embarrassed that i told them, so I’ve decided not to tell anyone else!

i just expected everyone else to be as excited as i am!haha So i guess this doesnt help me feel like I’m doing the right thing.

especially if something did go wrong, i would have everyone saying ‘i told you so’! so I’m praying it all goes well and my new boobies look amazing!

thats great that your family are all so supportive! i haven’t told my nan! i really think she would frown at the idea!haha

yeah I’m having mr chantarasak too! xxx

I’m in the same boat as you, all but one friend told me im silly, my parents really don’t want me to have it done but my boy friend is being very supportive, not only because I’ll have bigger boobs but because he knows how down and upset I get with them! No matter what anyone says I’m getting it done because its what i want xxx

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