hya thanks for the reply, no its not painful its just very numb itchy hard, and smaller than my left, the thought of loosin size is scarin me, i was all up for it a couple of weeks ago the re-op didn’t scare me 1 bit, but now im gettin terrified and i really dont no why cos it was a breeze first time round lol, iv never felt like this b4, i also have to stop smokin this time maybe thats wats scarin me most haha x